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I think I have a problem. The month of March is almost coming to an end but this problem of mine started way back on the December of last year. It's about my feelings of overall. I can't seem to find the will to keep on going with life anymore. I've found out that I was burnt out physically, mentally and emotionally thus my lack of motivation, sleepiness and laziness. Instead of trying to be better, I choose to drown myself with procrastination. I can still vividly remember the events of 2022 where I was so ready for Senior Year. I prepared myself well for the school year, already had short term and long term goals written, and I was working hard. I was studying hard while also exercising. My goals was to be part of the Top 3 in class and also losing weight. Other than that, I was also preparing for college entrance exams so I had to double my work. The start of the school year went smooth but starting from the month of September to December everything went downhill. I was failing at everything. I tried my best or maybe I really was not good enough. Maybe this is the reason why until now, I can't seem to find my feet and walk my path. Deep inside it's so heavy and dark. And truthfully, I sometimes wish I could just die. As selfish as it maybe but I know myself well enough to understand that I don't want to die. I just want to escape this place. But how can I run away from all the problems in this world?
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If you still feel burnt out see a doctor because there may be an underlying cause and you could be depressed. If you don't get into college it won't be the end of the world. When you feel better decide what is best for you.
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