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can you feel yourself going insane? what does it mean to go insane?
because i feel my mind slowly splitting into 2 different people slowly day by day and i don't know how to stop it, the voices won't shut up and they spin around in my head almost like whispers. i'm becoming less empathetic and more sensitive. i can't handle anything someone says that hurts me even slightly, but someone else could be bleeding out on the floor and i don't care, i just see it as a disrpution to my day, it can take me days to months to fully understand how they were feeling in that moment. half of me is constantly anxious and the other half is always trying to come up with ways to die. I need constant reassurance from other people on if i'm a good person. i need other people to tell me not to die. Then they start to resent me, they think i'm using them when really i love them more than anything, i need reassurance because if i don't have it i decide no one loves me and i need to die. I have an unhealthy relationship with food, i love food but eating scares me, i've learned to be full when i watch someone else eat, i eat 0-1 meal a day. I've been diagnosed with: Anorexia, anxiety, depression, and ocd. and honestly, i'm fucking done. i'm 12 years old and i've already decided i've seen all i want to see. there are a good 10 people that are my reason to live but slowly they've started to resent me becuase of the stress i put on them with my mental health. One of them finally told me that i need to stop talkign to them because they find it obnoxious, i would normally go to them about t=how i'm feelinf. so now i'm here, talkign to abunch of strangers who don't care about my problems. thanks for listening tho
i'm really sorry if this wasted your time
p.s, i'm the same girl that wrote "skinny girl problems". yep, its gotten that much worse
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We are here for you dear. Feel free to share anytime! I would talk with your doctor about the voices. On the other hand - maybe it is caused by a lack of nutrients. I would start to work on the eating problem at first. Remember - one bite of food is better than nothing! Drink enough water, and try to eat often in small portions. Rest a lot. Is there something that triggers your anxiety? is it possible to avoid this person/place/etc.? I think you need the support of someone - is there a family member or friend who could do it? Someone who will supervise you? Good luck!
ReplySociopaths have a split personality. It is called a Jekyll and Hyde personality and it is like two personalities with one being good and one being bad. They also have no emotions. There should be a counselor at your school for you to talk to and if not some churches have a counselor you can talk to for free. Ask your parents to help you find someone.
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