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My Unsent Letter To My Dad (I'm Sorry...I love you...)
1 year ago · 0 · Im sorry , +6 · Explicit
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Hey, It's me again.You're pathetic, fucked up daughter,
I just wanted to let you know that i'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain and the problems and the stress that I've caused you. I'm sorry that i caused your heart-attack that day. I'm sorry I reached out to you 2 1/2 years ago. I'm sorry you had to stay with me in the hospital for 2 days because me and several other people wanted me six feet in the ground. I'm sorry that i don't call you dad all the time. I'm sorry i can't be happy like you want me to be. I really wanna be happy to, but it's...Not easy; Because life sucks, Something happens and you're upset for months and months and then you're finally happy again, But life just throws you back in a ditch. Maybe that's where i belong, who knows, but i just wanted to say I'm sorry and i love you. I love you because you gave me a better life. I love you because you're my dad and it was six years i didn't see you. I love you because i can. I love you because i want to. I love you because you love me. I love you because you take care of me. I love you because I love you. I love you, but right now i'm the one in the ditch because i can't handle myself. I can't handle my thoughts. I can't handle my emotions. I can't handle my body. I can't handle the scars. I just want to disappear for a little while, You know? Like, I need a break from everyone. Including me. No one hurts me or scares me or overwhelms me more than me. You're not the problem anymore, I am. And, i hate to admit it but there's nothing else for me to do. In those six years you weren't with me, I was diagnosed with so much and you didn't know it. I was diagnosed with Hyper Active Autism, OCD, ODD, Sensory Issues,
and you didn't know. Also, What is my point of living? I'm not helping anybody. I'm not doing anybody a favor...So what is it? Please tell me...
- Sincerely, You're Pathetic, Fucked-Up daughter
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