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Ive had this sunshine above me. But as soon as that sunshine faded away to a dark,cold,nasty rainy weather, it was the 5th grade. Ive been bullied,harrassed,blamed and not believed. I got in trouble for silly lies and made up rumours. My life was ruined and it went down hill.Im now in the 6th grade. I am only 12 and honestly it hasnt been the greatest while being 12. I turnt 12 March 14 2023. Ive gotten and boyfriend March 13, and ruinited with some friends. Thats great. But April.. April hit me hard. Ive gotten in bad trouble. Ive been caught with my boyfriend. Not great.. It was a big Situation and im more stressed. The sun did come back at the start of my 5th grade Graduation at P.S 346. But when away in April at I.S 364. Now im on punishment for a while and im struggling to not be stormy and cry and angry and be mean to others, but its hard and others dont know so i am sharing my feelings before i cry. I think that my parents dont love and trust me anymore because i went behind their back and dated someone that is crazy but he is crazy for my love and he loves me. The school says hes wrong for me just like my parents . He is 7th grade and his name is Dylan. Dylan loves me and i do too. We do everything together but others csnt open their eyes and see the good. They see the bad. This Bad thing affects me and im trying to let go but i cant. Im Additcted. 5th Grade Ruined me and im Destroyed because of APRIL!. Im Tired and i want to scream but Nobody hears me. People just year a vaccum running when i yell and dont listen.They block me out. This makes me cry. I can say i have been doing good with not self harming. Its working. Its been A month and 18 days. I Smile but im not okay and im trying to stay put together for My mental Health,My Health,My Family, My school,but im holding to much and i have to break free but i dont know how. I have so much more to vent about but i dont know what to do anymore.Ive had a sunshine,but now, Where.Did.The.Sun.Go..
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Please no hate im only 12 and im not ok
ReplyHey you're gonna be ok❤ i understand that you are in a very dark place right now, but trust me things will get better, you just have to wait a bit longer but you are gonna be alright. You've got this, and you are gonna come out ok. About this dylan though, people are probably saying he's bad for you because he is a lot older than you. Personally I've learned that guys that young usually go for the younger girls because the girls their own age don't like them because they are immature... I'm not saying that is whats going on, but it is possible because I don't know your exact situation. Just think about this, and know that you are gonna be fine❤
ReplyThank you so much!! I Apreciate Your Love !
ReplyI Know there are some spelling errors but You Know what i mean
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