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it was rly hard bc i had to talk to my parents ab why i do it so i had to talk about my feelings and now they're being like they're trying to get me a NEW therapist for like specializing in anxiety and stuff and honestly i'm just most upset over the fact im losing the only thing that helped in the way i needed it too (getting high)like i can vape sure but they’re gonna b drug testing me every month so i can't get high anymore. and like i'm not addicted, but mentally ill b hard finding something else to use to help with the thing i normally used smoking for. like its all so extra i dont need hel i dont need to talk ab it i dont need another fucking theripist ive had one for 8 years ive taken meds I’ve done everything like nothing works im not being dramatic this has just been a problem my whole life no matter how hard i try, now ive come to terms with it im ok with i can accostom to my brain being all fucked up now with certian coping skills and since i cant cut anymore like i have nothing liek ive been doing that stuff since i wws 7 when i stopped i didnt regret it, i sitll dont becasue that was the safest option for me at that point, i tried everything else since that but this actually woked and now i just dont hve it, its so hard to let go idk why i have to deal with all this like its not fair. and elise told me everyones just trying to look out for me but its so bad because i like don’t care why does everyone in my life get to control everything i do i feel like so locked in and closed off. like i need something for myself everyones just controlling everything in my life and ik it's selfish but no one understands and it just sucks because i feel so helpless i don’t know how to be ok i don’t want to keep trying to work on this stuff bc when i waste all my time and energy on it and it doesn’t work no one understands how unfixable and just broken that makes me feel like ik everyone loves me and r trying to help but u cant, just let me do what i want i don’t know what to do with myself
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Marijuana can be very medicinal when used correctly and taken correctly, it has been proven to help with anxiety and stress. Rather than smoking you should try edibles or making tea (the tea doesn't get you very high but it is very calming), you should attempt to try and reason with your parents, bring to light that weed is safer than prescription drugs and you find it helps you, search online for where to get safe edibles, and what your dosage should be. I don't recommend you try vaping cannabis oil - the ingredients necessary to make weed oil vape able are very toxic and may have adverse side affects to lungs in the long run. I hope this might be off some help, stay strong and true, be moral and wise, live.
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