i hate you but i thank you

you ruined me.

you ruined my mental health

you are a terrible person

you are a manipulative liar

you are a narcissist

you always play the victim

you lied to me

you went behind my back

you ghosted me

you made me feel like the bad guy

i cried every night for 2 months straight

you internally destroyed me

but the thing that makes me happy gio,

is that now i view this in a different way

a way that helps me see clearly

this way shows me that,

you are a the reason i will never lower my standers for anyone

you are the reason i enjoy spending time alone now

you are the reason I’ve become this better version of myself

you took away my constant stress.

once you break the cycle

once you get out of the hole that you are in

and once you realize that you are worth more then how you are being treated

you will change

you CAN change

so gio

thank you for helping me learn

learn that there’s more to life then surrounding yourself in toxicity

because i have never been happier.