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i'm so burned out that i literally don't give a fuck about anything, work related. to be honest, ive been burnt out for some years now but now im getting to critcal point that my work is siffering. i help poeple for a living and i use to have so much passion for it but now im donw. I'm not seeing people when im supposed to, i'm not be productive. i really just want to quit. i mean i can, i even have anothe rjob lined up but the psark, that passion is gone for me. im not excoted for the new job or even care if it goes through.
growing up, i was always so motivated for school and once i graduated and went on to college i always had career goals. ive achieved most of my career goals and now im stuck. idk where to go from here. Ironically i always thought my love life would uncertain but now everything is switched. my love life feels more certain. im in a healthy relationship that is actually moving in the right direction. but now my career life is suffering. my job is difficult and requires a lot of brain power. i need to recharge but i really dont know how to.
i understand how lucky i am to be in the position i am in life. my fmaily was never able to live the life im living. my mew job will pay way more but somehow i still dont care. i feel depressed, im gaining more weight, my appetite is all over the place. some days i eat everything in sight and other days i wont eat anything at all. i have no energy or motivation to do anything.
is it me or the job? i don't know. i dont want to feel this way. i have too many blessings to be so ungrateful. i dont feel guilty because i fucking worked my ass off for everything i have but at the same time it just doesnt feel like enough? like what more can i want? honestly! i feel like a brat, someone who is never satisfied. is that really the adult that im beocming??? i want more but im tired of working for it. ive been working since i was 17 and now im going on to 33. im tired of working. im tired of hustling.
i want to feel happy and fullfilled but i dont know how. the only thing i can think that would make me happy is a baby because ive always wanted to be a mom but this is not why i want to bring a kid into the world. i want to have a kid when i feel ready to provide it a happy and stable home. more importantly when i am in a good head space. not now where i dont even know what to do with myself. righ now i cant even take care of myself let alone a child. no this is my solution.
what is then? please be honest and tell me what you think. what do i sound like? im honestly looking for some insight from someone.
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It sounds like you need to figure out what your life values are. If your actions are aligned with your values, you will likely feel content. Figure out what “success” means to YOU. Take little steps to achieve. Further, you may need to balance out your work/life. Perhaps even a job change?
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