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subconscious longing for something, the concept of natural born genius
10 months ago · 0 · Vent, +3
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Part 1
Ever since elementary school, I was always a consistent student; not good not bad, as time passed I wasn't contented. The thing is I have always subconsciously longed for something I can't seem to grasp, the critiques I gave to myself paved my way into thinking that being much smarter is that "something" giving me the illusion that the more recognition and admiration I get that feeling for longing will be gone. Now, after months of grueling mental and physical battle for the accolades, I thought what I wanted was then given to me. I was happy of course, because who wouldn't right?
That happiness only lasted for good 10 minutes. It happens just like something I could get from watching a youtube video about something I like.
Even after our graduation (10th Grade) this summer I still try to comprehend why the f*** do I feel something missing.
The reason in actuality was love. You see I was attending an important event for my sister at her school. The only context I was given was it was a dance performance of a batch of students called SSC (Special Science Class), these students were far from an ordinary batch of students in that school given their far advanced intellect and knowledge, hence the name. Knowing no one of course I went there without socializing few people on the way (which is something I like). As time went on it was this (?th) grades performance. One girl stole my heart. She was small in stature and..uh....there was just something that caught my eye that I could comprehend.
feeling sleepy rn after going basic algebras its 1:14am ;-;
-Croesus :)
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