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i have borderline personality disorder, and you’re my favorite person but i’ll always be too afraid to tell you. i worry about you and think about you every second of the day, and even if i said rn at, i don’t think you’d believe me. i know you don’t feel like you’re loved but i love you and i know so many others care about you too. everytime you talk about someone else my jealousy eats me alive and i distance myself but only because i don’t wanna hurt you. you said you’d kill yourself on november 26th of this year, but if you did i’d die. i don’t know what- or how i’d go on if you weren’t around. you haven’t called me tonight to fall asleep together and i’m already lost and can’t handle being without you. i need to distance myself from you desperately, but i can’t. i need you to live. you’re my lifeline. you’re extremely emotionally closed off and that’s fine, but i worry about you all the time. i’m scared one day you’ll leave me. wether be that by your own terms or by dying. i just can’t see myself without you, it pains me to think about. i’m still waiting for your text, even though you won’t message me tonight. i might be in love with you in top of all of this, but i don’t even know. i don’t think you love me like that back if i do, and that’s okay. but i don’t want you to leave. i couldn’t take it and i can’t take it. you’ll never see this, or know any of this, but i love you. i love you so fucking much it hurts my soul genuinely and deeply. you’ll understand how much the amount of love and care i feel for you— and how it pains me and destroys me as i think everyday. you’re destroying me. you can’t help it- you didn’t choose to be my favorite. but i love you. and i don’t tell you enough and i’m sorry.
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how do i know if i have bpd is it common if my mom has bipolar depression? i feel like he’s my fp
ReplyDo you have big mood swings go from happy to mean in no time? My dad has it and acts that way.
Replyyeah my mom gets upset with me because i do it and i’m just like but your the same way, like that’s what i had to deal with all my life with her
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