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I'll be stuck in hell for 3 years and it's basically my fault.
1 year ago · 1 · Work, +2 · Explicit
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My parents paid for my entire college education, and I couldn't handle it and dropped out. Then I did some other course, again paid for by my parents, and this time I succeeded but couldn't find a job after.
Now, for reasons difficult to explain, I'm locked into a shitty job that's basically minimum wage, 11 hour days 6 days a week, standing and working the whole time in a very hectic environment. For 3 years at least. But sometimes they'll still call you in on that 7th off-day, or ask you to do something 5 minutes into your 15 minute break.
It is absolute torture but I feel like if this is yet another thing I pussy out of, then basically I am the biggest loser in the world. My lack of hard work in the past, means for the next 3 years I'll be overworked. I'll waste away my mind and body for the entire tail end of my 20s, just to get to where others are financially, and make up for how much I burdened my parents.
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