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Some guys just tried to steal my car at 6 in the morning. Three grown men. In a nice shiny white car. I just paid to get my converter belt fixed yesterday, which costed a hefty $600. I had to borrow that from my parents, which I hate doing. Now my window is busted and my car can't move.
I just don't understand the thought process of doing something like this. Like there's three GROWN ASS MEN in a fucking nice ass car. They sat there and thought about this and all agreed that this shit was okay. Like why? Why now?
I haven't been doing so well mentally. I've been sleeping way more than usual, trying to take care of my autistic roommate and trying to focus on myself after getting suddenly humiliated last year by someone I cherished deeply. I oftentimes think about the situation and I feel embarrassed by that. I hate the fact that I even trusted him in the first place. Dealing with my roommate doesn't make things any better.
All he has to do is work, play videogames, and go to sleep. I have to cook and clean. I have to wash the dishes because he can't. I have to take him to work and pick him up from work on top of me also working. I can't trust him to get groceries because he only gets things that he wants instead of getting things we need. This usually results in me having to go out and get groceries on my own. I have to take care of his clingy cat even when he's here after work because she's attached to me for some reason. I have to take him to his therapy appointments and to the doctor whenever he needs to go. I have to remind him to do simple things. I have to wake him up for work often. I get frustrated with him whenever he acts selfishly. He works nights and his schedule isn't consistent, resulting in my sporadic sleeping schedule. I feel like I'm his caretaker and his mother instead of his roommate.
I feel so numb to everything, honestly. The good part about this is that I don't have to worry about taking my roommate to work today, but if the damages done to my car are too much to pay, then idk what I'ma do going forward. For now, all I can do is get some rest.
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