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All I’ve been left with since you died is this heart that hurts and kills me everyday. You were the one who could pull me out of my nose dives and that I could always talk to and you would understand.
I don’t want to be here anymore, truth is I never did. I never asked to be alive. I never asked to be saved from my suicide attempts. I never asked to be all alone. I HATE MY LIFE AND I JUST WANT TO DIE! But I’m too afraid to do it. I don’t understand. It’s like I need to be told that it’s ok to die. That I’ve done everything I needed to. That I can finally rest in peace.
I don’t understand why I am here. I help so many, I saved a couple people, but no one helps me, no one’s my savior. I have nothing. I have family and friends who care about me yes, but everyone else is able to be happy and im just left to all my pain. I hate it here, I wish someone or something would kill me so I can finally rest in peace.
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Hi there :) It sounds like life is so much to handle, and it's so heart wrenching sometimes. It definitely is!
Would you mind if we talked more? I want to listen to/hear your story. As much or as little as you want to say
I want to be with you in this, and I mean that :) Email me please-
Steph2468013579@gmail.com
To anyone reading this, it's not my phone number on there, so it's not any personal info or anything. Just odd and even numbers :)
ReplyI too lost someone near and dear and her daughter on the day I was supposed to propose. It's taken me 10 years to let go. I still don't want to. This person was my everything. She could do something no one else could. Her daughter just cuddled up to me as I read her bedtime stories her warmth and compassion for someone who came into her life as a stranger. I've done the same helped others with little to nothing in return. And it's painful. But you gotta keep pushing forward. Even of you close your loop focus on those that do care. When those user friends realize something has changed. You will find who the true one were and who the fakes were that were just using you. Keep being you. And only you, the true you. Even between all the scars and pain, stay true to yourself, and nothing else matters. Just be yourself. The right person will come along and refill that void, it's something I have to remember as well. It may take time, their may be some short lived stints. But the right caring person may only.a click away, or maybe someone who's afraid to step from the shadows that's closer than you think.
You take care of yourself. You are loved and cared. By more than you think. Some of us just have difficulty showing it properly.
Peace and love to you.
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