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I think too much, as if people see me naked in their naked eye, I couldn't help it but to keep walking. I never knew fear once not until that one stranger destroyed the confidence in me, nothing stopped me, but I quit most of the things I think I used to... as if I can be the one of those best there is, still, I quit. Now of my twenty-one years of existence, fear grows more deeply that there's been a contrast of how I go out and socialize myself and dealing with people same as me; student, I'm a Junior student and almost there to finish the life as a student, before that I've been facing a lot that I manage to survive my degree to become an Engineer, and still one of them is fear, I don't why but I wasn't like this before or just things isn't the same as before, I'm also one of those 'lazyprocrastinator' but now I keep on progressing because I'm aware that life isn't going to be that easy anymore. As a man fear got the best of me that I used to fear attending onsite class, could be that stage fright I suppose, I barely learning but I keep on progressing, I couldn't catch up because of others, they were pride and ego, sometimes I ended up being careless and lost down on that one path, yet, I have so much planned from the start. Ever to this day fear runs through me, heart keeps beating up fast that I think there are times that it is quite normal, even if I lie down and give myself a rest in my bed, I've known depression or this anxiety people mean but I really don't think I have one maybe these are just insomnia. Another day is coming right up ahead, and another challenge is falling down the line, I don't even think I want to be strong, I just want to survive, I just want to make progress, I want to seek change, to myself, maybe this time, I don't have to think too much or, what else seems to be useful enough? or do I just make things quicker so that the day will end sooner or later? well, I have to speak for myself, because our world will always be lonely if we don't speak up for ourselves.
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