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Day in a life with a Problematic Teen-Girl that isn't Alright, still..
7 months ago · 1 · Stressed out, +3 · Explicit
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I hope to go back to my school unified bro . I fucking hate this place I am in, and I cannot wait to leave. Everyone knew I hated my old school, but everyone also knew the kids there made me feel safe, at home, and knew how to make me laugh, and have fun. This bitchy new unified school is ass, and irritating. I hate my teachers besides my AB teacher, but he's just a shiny headed smurf and these kids are either way to grown or way too immature, and its mostly immature. These grown ass kids are the type to talk about sex and shit like that, like no nigga I don't wanna talk abt that and these immature assed kids are just annoying and REALLY irritate me. I hate this place, and I am trying so hard to get out of it. I am only in this school to get the help I need, because I wanted help to get my youth back and to work on my mental health, but I got this dip-shitted ass place, and I had to move out my mom's house. I miss my sisters bro, they were my world and a lot of people knew that, i cant go a day without seeing them ATLEAST. I do not give a fuck about the no talking, but the not seeing, I am fucking pissed I do not wanna live in this richy nice nice place no more, idc if "my life is better here", I hate this place, I hate this shit. nigga I am TIRED AS SHIT, and now I have to put up with this school bullshit, and act like a whole different person cause the "real me" is this ghetto girl, which my dad and step-mom like to say it, and now I am at this new school, they tell me to "be me", but I was ME. they just do not get that, I been through so much shit and too much, I cant even act young again, nigga this shit is exhausting . I want fucking out, I wanna go back to the facility bro, that is how bad it is. I know I am overly sensitive and get mad easily, but I am not fucking with it no more . nigga i hate this place. I HATE HATE HATE it. I need to go back to my mom's, I feel home there. Being in my father's household does not even feel like home, its supposed to be called a home but I do not feel it, nor even call it "home". I always say "we going back to the house?" or "when are we going to the house" shit like that. I love seeing my little siblings on my dad's, of course. and many knew it was the only reason I kept coming back to my dad's whenever it was time for me to go, because I love these kids and they look up to me, but they shouldn't bro, I am a fucking mess, and we're trying to fix it but we don't even know what to fucking fix, I fucking cry myself to sleep every night because we're trying to figure out what's wrong with me, but I don't even know what's wrong with me. I miss being the little girl I was when I was 7 and down, but I cant even have her no more cause the shit I do and the way I grew up. All I know is the ghetto, its where I grew up, its where I was taught and now I am in the Clovis richy place shit, which is supposed to be better, but I don't even give a fuck, I miss my life bro. I cannot keep acting happy anymore, I keep saying I am fine and shit at school and in this household but I'm really not, but I am not gonna tell people that cause then somehow its all abt me again, and then shit goes on over and over and over again, and I am tired, and not okay, but I am just tryna keep this shit pushing and go on with everything. I don't even like social media to be honest, its just the only way I talk to friends and shit, because I don't get they numbers, but now I am not even posed to have it but still go on it every single time, but now I am actually going fucking ghost, and what sucks is, it makes me miss everyone even more. I fucking hate it, and I could barely even go out, and we been knew that, I don't go out with friends like everyone else in our grade does, or just going out to the movies alone with friends and now I'm finally getting a little leeway to go out a bit with friends, but my whole family has to be there too, but there's no fucking friends to fucking take because I don't like any of these looking bums that are sped discombobulated pigs, that irritate me every chance they get, which is every FUCKING SECOND. Shit's annoying. I miss my mom, I miss my stepdad, I miss my sisters, especially the youngest, and I miss my boyfriend, but I cant even talk with him no more, so I don't even think we are together no more. I fucking hate Clovis.
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