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I've been really depressed lately and I genuinely think I'm at the lowest point of my life so far. Sometimes I want it to just end but I don't have to courage to do it myself, I want someone to kill me. But at the same time I can't go to anyone for help. It feels shameful to let anyone, especially my family, know how bad I've been getting. I'm sick mentally and it's starting to affect me physically and in my school and social life. Am I even allowed to reach out for help? My family's been doing much better lately, it used to be worse, but I know people with really rough home lives right now. I self harm, but not every day like some people I know. I have body image issues but some people I know have full blown eating disorders. I'm not suffering enough to deserve help am I? And if I go to people to talk, they probably think I'm so lucky, and I'm probably just a burden to them. I can't go to anyone, I can't make their lives any worse. I have to keep this to myself but it's so hard. It hurts so much.
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