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Long story short. We were colleagues and he wanted to try FWB with me. I said I only interested in cuddling and he agreed. But when we hangout he always try to have sex with me which I refused initially. Then somehow he managed to blur the boundaries and we start having foreplays. But before all this I ask him many times whether is he in relationship. Because I don’t want to get involved if he has gf. He told me he is single. I tried to do background check but he is too private. So I believed he is single. But this FWB was having negative effect on me as it’s not making feel good. I told him that I would like to stop meeting before actually lead to sex. He got angry and upset. He said when comes to him I’m not giving him what he wants. I said we want different things. I just want cuddles from the start and not sex. He was guilt tripping and I felt for it. We had sex but agreed it would be last time and end this FWB. He end up making me pregnant. I told him to use protection because the pills have bad effect on me. But he told me to trust his pull out method. Found it earlier about pregnancy and it was small tiny spot. Had to abort it. Trust me this whole thing was miserable for me. I’m not this type of person. To make things worse, he started giving excuses and don’t even treat me like friend anymore. And guess what, he had girlfriend this WHOLE TIME which I only found out after all this over. I ghosted him and blocked him. But I feel so stupid and betrayed for putting me in this awful position. I’m crying everyday because he made me feel like a toy. I always valued him as a person and a friend. HE IS SO FAKE AND SELFISH.There is a part of me would want to take revenge and tell his gf. But there is another part of me just wanna let go and be better in my life. But all I know my heart is aching everyday and I could only pray to make me strong because I had traumatic relationship in the past. And this incident only making it worse. Please help me..I feel so hurt…I’m suffering everyday.
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This actually happened and I swear we didnt have sex.
ReplyI have had this sort of thing happen to me before too and after meeting a few guys like this I began to see that all they care about when it comes to girls is sex. When it comes to females guys think with their dicks so this behaviour is usual for many guys.
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