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i don’t usually think about killing myself but recently it’s been different, back to friendship issues, this has cause my mood to become low, almost like i feel depressed (depression runs in my family too) and now thoughts of just killing myself like i ask myself will they miss me? and the girls i do NOT like i want to beat them up. I couldn’t bring myself to kill myself because of my family but will that change in the future. p.s. im a 15 year old girl and i’ve just broken up for school for a couple of weeks and scared to reach out for help (i don’t want to speak to my family so please any other advice)
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You could very well be depressed so please see a doctor for help. You are carrying a lot of anger towards the girls that you don't like and that is why you want to beat them up. Draw a picture of each girl and stick pins into the pictures until you feel better.
ReplyFirst off don't hurt yourself in any way. You know your family would miss you. I don't know if your friends stopped with you or what but I do see you have some anger towards some girls. Its hard losing friends or having trouble with them not talking to you etc. I know that hurts and sucks. At some points in life you have to try to make your own happiness and say forget people like that if your issues aren't able to be resolved.
You may or may not need to see a doctor if you keep thinking you're depressed. If you're angry at those girls try using your bed mattress as a punching bag for your frustrations. But know you're a beautiful person whether or not those people like you or not. I hope things get better for you xx
ReplyEnding it all, seems like a solution, but it's not. The pain of those left behind, never goes away. Nothing and I mean nothing, can justify this permanent and irreversible action! You are strong and resilient, tell yourself this, several times a day. I am very sorry for the pain and distress you feel. It can and will get better. You are awesome!! You are not alone!! Please keep on reaching out, Thanks for your courage. You are a unique and valuable human being, with a gentle and sensitive soul. Reach out to other hurting people. Then and only then, will you heal.
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