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My ex (let's call him that ig) talks to my brother and calls him HIS brother and it makes me upset.
Let me say some jealousy, i guess. But man,, that's MY brother, and one of my best friends in the whole world.
don't tell my brother "i love you". it makes me sick.
and it's not like i want my ex back i just don't want him hanging around my brother and ugh that's so selfish, but i'm just want him not to COME TO MY HOUSE without me knowing. and making me confused. and my brother doesn't spend time with him the whole time so i have to and it makes me sad and maybe he just makes me confused he's so twisty. and i know this whole thing is me being dramatic. and its upsetting but i am and its unfair i'd say. that everything is just because i didn't take my meds so its always that. so i cant have normal feelings..
But mainly he's a backbiter... and that's no good. and i know i have been too, but God's guiding me and a lot of things were my fault but it takes two and we know that.. and this is anonymous so i don't think it's wrong.
basically i feel helpless that i don't have any control over the situation but like if i ask God anything he'll give it like He said, because i'm trying my best to serve Him. and
also Jesus is God and he's like,, black. something like. yes. :) praise Jesus Lord of everything.
i hope they don't take this down bc i talked about God it's crazy now they do that. acts 2:38 kjv. call on Jesus, see?
but anyway. the world going to end soon as well prepare ur heart
now i'm on this, but it's the thing i will probably die for,, saying Jesus is Lord.
Jesus is Lord, people. give him your worries.
bless u. in Jesus name i rebuke anything that will try to come against me telling you this and i ask God to open your eyes to receive it.
acts 2:38 kjv Bible.
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Thank you for sharing your struggles, it sounds like you are going through a lot of confusing emotions surrounding your ex, and rightly so. I'd be uncomfortable and confused about my ex coming over to hang out eith my family too, have you spoken with your brother about how it's causing you grief? He definitely shouldn't be relying on you to entertain your ex...does your brother even want him there? Or is he tolerating a guy who...sounds manipulative? Also, you being on meds or having " issues" is not an excuse for their behavior, and if anything, emotionally regulated human beings would have MORE compassion for someone in your shoes. I'm so sorry you are going through this, I wish you peace.
ReplyThank u so much. that makes sense. i don't understand if my brother wants him there either? but my brothers gf doesn't like it. but my brother says he's being nice because my ex struggles, and i get that but,, i don't know. yes i get it. and thats sweet. yes he's manipulative. he has to be, but i always get so confused, and shifting views about him bc he is horrifyingly rude, and then plays innocent and i'm the crazy one,, but like i don't know. i really don't. and then it's all a misunderstanding and it's all my fault. but i'm not sure.
thank u so much i appreciate u responding. i wish you peace as well.
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