How to esrn money HELP ME

These are my personal circumstances:

So I'm almost 40 years old woman

I take paroxetin 20 mg since my serotonin is not enough for a normal life

I experimented with fatigue twice per month approximately

My mother maintains me since I don't have work now (I had until July 2023)

I have lived with my parents since 2009, when I came back to my country because I divorced.

I "graduated" therapy successfully in August 2023 so my psyche has resources to face an extreme self-demanding issue I had (and now is minorized and I can live in my head "normally" like any other average person").

Here's what I do not like, what I like, and social-political-economyc circumstances:

I don't like lying to sell, so I can't work in selling (no matter how others try to put it to not call it SELLING, lol)

I don't like manipulating people's emotional necessities to sell either, so today's marketing won't work for me.

I'm a humanitarian person who worries about others' happiness, so I'm a Catholic who enjoys praying for others and doing humanitarian work that doesn't pay money.

I can't depend on my lovely mother for money since it's not right now that I'm healthier.

I have lived in a country fighting communism and socialism and populism since 40 years old, even with democracy. But it is totally corrupted.

I can't enterprouner because my social skills for it kinda suck: is like, I wanna say "hey, my product is good, just buy it or go away, lol." Marketing is even more difficult than simply selling for a company.

Apparently, selling is not my thing...

My point is:

I can pretend and sell and do all the things required in the world to have money, but it takes me quite a bunch of energy, even now that I'm healthier. I'm not overreacting. Please take me serious about this. When I do 1 day of selling work, I need to rest sleeping a big nap of 4 hours the next day, and usually, without socialising because I'm exhausted.

But life is life, and my mother will die someday, but beyond that reality, I need to find a way to sustain my basic necessities.

Do you ever face a situation like this?

Or maybe you knew a friend who did?

Do you have ideas that didn't have occurred to me? Or maybe some inspiration from a friend's story with similar circumstances?

I can't count with government help. I tried, of course, but those are for extreme cases, and my health case here is not even a discussed subject.

Thank you for reading!!