A Poem that's a poem and a poem for my mother

Your here

but not "here"

your there

but not "there"

everywhere I go you here and there

but your not actually "here" or "there"

your gone.

you turned away

you left

you left me alone.

you said you'd be here

you said you'd love me no matter what

you said you'd care and comfort

but where are you

where are you mom?

you left

you left me alone

you smile

you act like everything's okay

you post about me

you post about how your a wonderful mother

but you don't smile

your smile is fake and broken towards me

you don't act like everything's okay

you blame everything on me and than lie and yell

you post about how happy I am

but no one knows the truth at all

you post about how your wonderful mother

but no one knows about the lies

the screams

the fights

the arguments

no one knows everything you do is fake.