Don't Call Me Your Daughter

I finally realized that I have exceeded the so called master and that's one of the biggest reasons as to why we can't get along. The bar was set so low for the family and for them to think that you are the only one who can achieve anything is really sad. No wonder they hate me, I have the strength that many of them. First, let's clear the air, you don't have good credit and you never did. You have no savings, you have no assets and or resources. You chose not to move up in your career because you wanted to hang out with "losers"<<<those were your words, you called every single one of them losers, but still insisted on hanging out with them and belittling them. You've never been able to purchase a car and or property on your own. You got mad at your brother for not helping you when you weren't his responsibility lol...the man was married to his wife and they needed money for their family. You held a grudge with him and still do to this day, but the two bums who knocked you up and abandoned you, you let them off the hook. You still get excited seeing your two babyfathers - the same guys who've never raised their kids, don't know any of our birthdays and only call when they want something. You lied about being an honours graduate and it's funny how you waited until your youngest child graduated from university to all of a sudden want access to your diploma from college. Well, when the package arrived, you opened it up and there was no distinction. You were humiliated and I didn't feel bad for you because I couldn't understand why you were competing with me. You lied and said that you had goals and dreams, but if you do the math. You graduated from high school at 17 and you had your first kid at 18 and didn't graduate college until you were 25 years old and that was a 2 year program. You had no plans with your life and fell for a drug dealer because he gave you free weed and let's not forget. At age 17, he was 23 and already had 3 kids. You thought he was going to change because you thought you were more important and more special than the other three women and you got the exact same treatment. This creature is walking around with 30 kids by 29 different women and you women are upset with women like myself who have standards and refuse to have kids hither and yon.

How many times have you put your hands on me? I told you a few years back that if you ever did, I'd have you deported and I would collect your pension. You're one of the most miserable women on the planet that I had ever encountered and now it makes sense because you're not happy with yourself. You allowed a guy to disrespect your children and then he had the audacity to get upset when I didn't want to spend time with his kids. Um, newsflash, I didn't create 7 kids. He would purposely bring his kids to our house and then disappear to watch sports in another room and or go to his friends house leaving his bad ass kids there. Only one of them was cool and as soon as she turned 18, she did the smart thing by leaving and never looking back. This man spent 10 out of the 14 years unemployed, wouldn't mow the lawn, wouldn't wash any dishes, wouldn't do any laundry, wouldn't cook and just wouldn't do shit other than sleep like a pregnant grizzly bear in hibernation. When I heard the two of you arguing about me, I kept thinking to myself that I was all on my own. These two grown ass adults in their 40s talking about stupidness instead of dealing with the crux of their issues. This guy had the nerve to talk about me instead of worrying about his own children. His eldest daughter already had 5 kids by 5 different guys before she turned 30 and he was just as bad...but it gets better.

You put him before me and said that I should apologize to him even though he was the one that was disrespectful towards me. 5 years after that, he ends up telling you that he's gay and who did you come running to? LOL...I really don't know why you came to me because I had no compassion and or remorse for you. Even though my brothers are so desperate for your attention and approval - I told them that they wont be able to survive without you because you've coddled them for so long.

I gave you a blank stare as I was smoking and drinking because I didn't care. You had proven to me that you were nothing but a selfish opportunist. When your sons were being abusive towards me you did nothing, when you were being abusive towards me you wouldn't apologize and then you came with crocodile tears expecting me to console you...when you made your older sister cry and berated her so bad to the point that Uncle Capricorn had to get involved and told you to stop. You had no remorse. You tried gaslighting me into believing that I was a loser like my dad, but then expected me to help you with your bills once you were all alone. You expected me to take care of you when you got sick and then you lied again.

You had my email address and told my brothers that you couldn't find me so you changed your will so that they would have access to your estate and then said I wouldn't get anything, but that I had to plan the cosmetics of your funeral. I laughed again and said that you need to change your will because I want nothing to do with you. You lied and said that it was hard to make changes to your will and I answered back, no it's not and I'll even pay for a lawyer to do it for you. When you die, I have no intention of going to your funeral, I don't even care to know how you die. I'm just going to have a big party because all of the lies that you told and your disgusting behaviour will finally be at rest. My biggest enemy in the world is you and that's because you've led yourself to believe that you're better than everyone when you're not. I've watched you for many years insult people to only turn around and ask them for money and NEVER PAY THEM BACK. You said that you were an intellectual but you'd never read any book and or you would selectively choose which chapters you wanted to read. When I was hurt from my car accident, the only thing you said was: "Make sure you remember me when you get your money" I answered back, "The government is wondering why you weren't able to afford my education when it is your responsibility to do so"

You were so busy helping outside of your household that you had nothing to give to your children. You're still fighting for your mother's estate even though you treated her like trash. I'm so happy that I woke up to see the truth. You're a terrible person and as much as this word is overused, you truly are the narcissist of the family. You love portraying this innocent image but are you forgetting that you're not innocent at all? You didn't even want to keep your own mother company when she was dying, but couldn't wait to file a lawsuit against your brother (the same one you were mad at for not giving you money for your down payment on the condo that you couldn't afford). I was so happy when the judge denied your claim and guess what, that didn't stop you, you appealed and are still fighting for your mothers money, but you wouldn't even sleep on the same bed as her. Life is beautiful because all of the people that you made fun of and or called losers are ALL doing better than you. They have their houses and or condos paid off, they have money in the bank and can afford to take trips. They were able to help out their children and grandchildren, they were able to successfully retire and or maneuver into a new field.

All of these people that you thought you were helping, are in positions where they can help themselves.

I don't know how anything got out because I was really quiet about my accomplishments, but all of a sudden here comes an email from you (remember you said that you didn't have any way of getting in contact with me so I don't know how you were able to). You had the nerve to say that since I paid off my debt that I should have money for the both of us. All of a sudden, it was about mother and daughter. There was no apology about the verbal, physical and or financial abuse. There was no apology about putting your ex gay boyfriend before me and even though my older brothers were useless, I still stood up for them. There was no apology about abandoning me. There was no apology about the lack of protection from you that led to the sexual harassment from your previous tenant and or the sexual abuse from your nephew. Nothing but your entitlement towards my life and everything in it. You even had the nerve to send me listings of houses that you wanted me to buy for you. I laughed so hard that I choked on my wine and coughed up my weed. I told you that it wasnt going to happen and that you could go back to living your regular life with your delusional mindset and that I wanted nothing to do with you and or from you. You were like a cancer, located early and I was being asked if I wanted it to spread or just to cut some of the skin. Cutting you out of my life was the greatest decision that I have ever made because I thrived and I am still thriving. I'm better off without you

I don't believe in giving birth to unwanted children and you always made sure to tell me how much you never wanted me, but failed to take accountability for your actions. Don't call me your daughter ever again.