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Me and this boy were best friends in 5th grade. We stayed friends for a couple weeks when we hit middle school. But after that we just lost touch. Then 6ish years later my best friend and his best friend started dating and we reached out to each other. I had an extra ticket to a concert a week later so I let him have it. He asked me to prom I said yes. And we started to talk from that point forward. We started dating. Not even a month into the relationship I got pregnant. I didn’t tell him because I was scared to tell him( when we talked about having s3x he said he would stay in the child’s life but not be with me) I had a miscarriage. It ruined my mental health for awhile. And about 2-3 months after I miscarried he pressured me into having s3x with him ( I didn’t want to because I was recovering from extreme pain). After that I never wanted to be around him or touched by him kissing, holding hands, nothing. I didn’t realize why I didn’t want touched or anything by him until I broke up with him. I told him I wanted to break up. But I really just wanted a break not fully break up because my body was telling me why I done what I done.( my body told me 2 days later ). Right before I broke up with him I was starting to go in severe depression. When I became severely depressed I push everyone away. I hurt him because he didn’t understand why I didn’t want touched or anything. But I was hurt too. I can never forgive myself for what I put him threw. To the point I actually attempted to k&ll myself. After we broke up, about a month. I told him about the pregnancy. His quotes” let’s just move on it didn’t happen” that put me back into an even more depressed state. I still love/care about him, really loved him since 5th grade he just never known that. There was a couple reasons why I broke up with him, him bitching about everything, money , family ,friends. What he put me threw. Just a lot. I also put myself in kidney failure over this.
He broke so many promises and I kept all of them after we broke up.
I’ve left a lot of stuff out. I just don’t want to make a giant post. I may make a second post about this.
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