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Brain dump while sad Tw Self harm mentions you might have already seen this... i decided to make an account and it didnt save
5 months ago · 0 · Life Problems, +2
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i seriously regret even telling anyone about my self-harming. i feel as if i can't escape it. my mom's friend's daughter was self-harming and my mom and her friend were talking about it. later that day she came in my room and told me about it (asking if i still self-harmed) she said "hers was worse than yours it was way deeper" now that's all I think about. how am I supposed to take that? I literally can't i hate this house. my dad just makes it worse. turns out he didn't even know I was self-harming for years. I knew i wasn't the favorate but damn you can't even realize you own child is self-harming? it's not like I hid it well. he wonders why i don't talk to him. i really hate him yet i still want to make him proud even after he literally replaced me. hes the cause of so many of my problems yet i still cant bring myself to hate him. i hate it. I also hate the fact that the person i thought was the love of my life said the n word as a white person. like why would you say that? i have so many whys without answers... Being an emotional person who hates there emotions is terrible -1000/10 do not recommend.
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