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I thought it would end with us. I thought we would run away together. I thought we would raise cats together, get a house together, buy each other everything, be each other's everything.. We were each other's sanity. What happened?
We didn't need no one but each other. I let you walk over, neglect me, and abuse me. You prefered your boyfriend over me. Why? Was I not good enough? Was I too weird? Was I too mental? Was I too nosy? Too protective? Too clingy? Too mean? Too scared? Like a dog?
I wanted to stay by your side forever, we were going to grow old together in our big house on a hilltop where you can see the sea. I wanted a garden filled with Lilly's because they reminded me of you, but now I can't even stand the sight of that flower let alone it's name. I wanted to learn how to cook for you so you can come home to a home cooked warm meal after work, but now I despise learning anything about cooking it reminds me how desperate I was to learn something I hate to please someone like you.
I wanted you to be with me forever. You saw that as a friend way but I saw it more than that. I saw someone in my future who'll never be bored of me and who'll shower me in the love and affection you knew I yearned for. I wanted to do simple things as in grocery shopping together or doing taxes together. I would've been happy doing either if it meant doing it with you. But you don't want me no more.
I mean nothing to you anymore. It's been a year since you stopped being friends with me and no matter how much I say I hate you I still miss you. I'll be like a lost dog on the streets wandering for its owner who abandoned it there. I just wanted to be with you forever but your boyfriend ruined it all. Weren't we the clouds in heavens? Weren't we the roots in the soil? Weren't we each other's saviours?
You believed I would've treated you better than your boyfriend and you told me that many times. You know how to lead people on and that's just what you did. I hate you. I hate that I still dream about you. I hate that I see you at school. I hate that old songs remind me of us. I hate that whenever someone says your name my breathing stops. I can never forgive you for what you did to me.
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