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I have always had a little underlying hate for my mom. the way she has constantly picked apart my body, my face, my skills. everything she has always seemed to have an opinon about. I remember I was 10 playing my sport after a bad game she pulled me out the convention center and screamed at me. in front of everyone. the painful image of the tears running down my face burning into my skin still haunts me to this day. I think a part of her has always held a grudge over how I look, my acne keeps her up at night, the amount of scrubs and chemicals she has inflamed my face in since I was so young has left scars no cream, treatment, or anything could fix. I think she despises herself, after all every person that comes across us tells us we are twins. I have always held a resentment for her, for the long nights I spent wondering when I could finally leave this city, the long nights I wrapped myself in a blanket to mimic a hug, the night I cried, and cried, and cried until it felt my world would crush me instantly. As I hear her cough, throw up, and struggle, my dad says "do I call 911?" what was this feeling? was it a feeling of guilt? I had always felt hatred towards her, but as it seemed her world was crushing her I couldn't help feel that I was the villain, that I did this to her. Its all too confusing, how do I feel such great regret and sorrow for someone that I can't stand to look at
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