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I need to let go, I need to start making changes, but I don't feel like anything matters. Now that I think about it, I never did anything for my life. My brother starts cooking lessons, exercises, etc., and I never started anything or gave it up after 1 week. I'm so caught up in this digital age that I don't really feel the need. I wish, also, that work would be abolished and everything becomes automated because I plan to be maintained my whole life, I will not work a day in my life. Life is so hard. I'm feeling kinda distressed too. This feels like there's no place I belong, like an eternity in hell. Not gonna lie, I don't want a life. If I had a second choice I would have preferred to have never been born. It's like I would rather complain than enjoy life, because honestly I don't know how to do the latter. I wish I could let go and start making some changes, even if it's only to make myself feel better until the moment I die. I became like a holding on machine, and now it's like I can't live without having a mindset. If I picked a moment at random and said fuck it, would that make me feel better? Feels like heaven's a heartbreak away. But I feel like things are going to continue being how they are and nothing's gonna change. But I'm going to try after this, I gotta at least try.
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