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Now it seems I've fooled myself from the starting of my life. I'd consoled myself into thinking that everything will fall in place 1 day. Everything will be as I want it to be. But my oh my I am a big fool. Nothing makes sense ,nothing seems valuable or meaningful I'm just fighting myself to stay alive or just waiting for my partner which is never going to end. I have 0 future plans ,don't know how too do what, and in the whole journey i've lost bits of myself. Right now i'm completely lost to time . The person i'm now is not the older me but definitely isn't the better me. It is worse in every aspect. Just praying ya Allah will call me and take me in his shelter where I rightfully belong and end this worldly fiasco. If suicide wasn't a punishable offence I would've done it long ago. Now just waiting this pain to end 1 day
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hi, I hope it clears up one day for you. I know times are tough but please hold on, I know suicide seems like a pain relief, but you cause pain to others. I know the path is dark but it lights up slowly. trust me. if you perhaps have a bigger spark one day it'd be great for you to look into the future if it wouldn't be a difficult topic—best wishes from me.
ReplyReally wishing and praying that 1 day someone will take my hand and say it's okay ,hug me, tell me
don't be afraid I won't leave you or judge you . I will be someone you don't have share with anyone, that person will away all my worries like an angel
ReplyIn general are 2 types of motivation, intrinsic and extrinsic. You mentioned avoiding a punishment, which is a type of extrinsic motivation. However I'm not quite sure that passively existing is considered an activity. In my humble experience, it is extremely easy to give up, but as they say, winners never quit, and quitters never win. Hopefully you will find inspiration to set a short term goal and accomplish that goal, and then repeat this process, and eventually include some long term goals. Goals help to stay motivated. Best of luck.
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1 Thessalonians 5:11
Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.
Mark 12:28-31
And Christ Jesus said the 2 greatest commandments are:
Love God first and foremost.
Love your fellow-being as you love yourself.
From following or not following these, all good or evil cascades, respectively.
Love...that powerful, invisible, intangible force that cannot be denied; even atheists live and die by it.
And since death is the only guarantee in life, Mary, Mother of Christ, intercede for us with your prayers, now, and at the hour of our death.
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