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You asked, my beloved, what am I thinking about. If you want generalities my love, it is you. It is always you. But if you want specifics, then I guess I will give you those as well.
I am arguing with myself. I am trying to make a decision. I am playing out each and every action and reaction in my head. What I am thinking about is something I desperately want to do. But at the same time, it scares the life out of me. Thoughts of, if I do this thing, what if you say no. What if you laugh at me? What if you tell me that you never want to see me again if I do this thing. Last time I saw you, I fought this battle in my head and I have been fighting it ever since. If I give in just once to my urges, what happens? Do I lose you? Do you reciprocate? I am not a smart man. But when it comes to this battle, I am even stupider than normal.
And I realize what the biggest problem will be. Once will never be enough. So I might as well face the fact that I will probably never do this thing. Because one kiss will never be enough.
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Or it could be your forever. Just a thought. 🤷🏻♀️
ReplyI wish, but she is married to another. So it will never happen.
ReplyYep, you're right. Leave that alone. Go find your forever.
ReplyIf only it were that easy. Every fiber of my being is sure she’s the one.
Replybut like nature itself, all things must come to an end, just like one's life. i believe if something has started it is bound to end, just like your feelings for them and just like the day mountains fall. though it seems impossible, it will happen someday
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