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I hate Myself so fucking much. No matter what i do, with my appearance or personality I’m still the worst person ever. I push away the ppl i love. I hurt Everyone. I’m the biggest fucking bitch on earth and i dont Know what to do. I’ve realized I’m exactly like all the ppl i hate. I’m just like my mom, dad, bullies I’m fucking terrible. I cant Fucking live with myself anymore. And i cant Seem to fucking fix it. I’m so fucking horrible i hate It. I don’t want anyone to love me. Idek why, i want love so badly but i can’t let anyone love me. I fucking hate it. I just Wanna sleep constantly to get away from my goddamn mind. I’m starting school in 5 days and i genuinely think this might be the end of me. I cant fucking do it. Help me please
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ReplyI don’t anything I could say could be of any help. I feel the exact same way you do. But I do know that it helps me to know that as much as I hate myself, that I am not alone.
ReplyIf you're thinking of suicide don't a lot of people told me not to do it but badly want to, they said everything will get worse once you die. Whoever you are stay strong, I'm just like you but I don't know if I should end up killing myself. Thoughts are fighting inside of my head, I have depression and Anxiety because of my Family wishes I wasn't raised up.
Replyyou got this your not a bad person just going through tought times its ok tought times create tough people all this will go away eventually
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