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The man I loved did not really exist and discarded me after 2 months of asking me to be his girl friend. I was blindsided, heartbroken, and hurt to see his true colours. It was like I didn’t know who he was —so callous, lack of empathy and cold for a medical doctor in training. Bullshit reasons for the breakout because I could sense he was not getting to the root. Sure the real reason is not needed, but the reasons he gave hurt. I was not taking care of him enough…but that need was never expressed by him?I was overly generous in different ways (gifts, event tickets, emotional support)..all that to be taken for granted. It felt like he was playing a character this whole time. It was all a lie. An illusion. I was too caught up in love, too trusting, and ignored my intuitions when the vibe felt off. He did many great things and gestures of what a man should do—too good to be true, and indeed it was. I’m simply in shock…who is this person behind the mask? Who is down there?
He idealized me as a manic pixie dream girl, which is what made him love me but ultimately resent me for. As he is someone who cares about his reputation, vanity, status, I believe I ended up threatening his worldview by being my authentic self. Something just tells me he is not who he says he is. I’m glad we ended sooner than later but still..
I’m absolutely just baffled, speechless, hurt, angry, betrayed, deceived, and feeling very silly that I thought he was the one.
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Don't worry about this. Put it behind you as a learning curve and find someone else who hopefully will be much better. All the best.
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