Sinking

You think it’s done your “recovered” you feel good and think I’m never going to deal with this again and then something happens maybe a memory maybe something real and you go well this is rough but I’m fine and then you start drowning like there’s a weight slowly pulling you deeper and deeper you try to cope with it the right way and you say I’m fine I’m making it through and then like a punch to the face it hits you where is the closest blade where is the nearest cliff and you know that all this sinking feeling will go away with a simple slice it take two second that’s it and you can make it all go away but you try to stay strong and as you do the weight pulls you down down down and you don’t know if you will ever see the surface again