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3 days later, I am back.
Annnd I have more terrible news! Seems like life keeps on giving.
I found out Im failing french. And in my defense I'll mention how horrible our teacher is. She gave us an old book which is supposed to be difficult but bad. (her words not mine) She keeps giving us hard exams and difficult question which we have to work on/with.
I've asked her for help but she keeps on forgetting. Everone complains then get good grades. Im the only one whos true to my words. Which makes me sad. Last time we had french she gave us a sheet with like a text and acouple of questions to work on. And oh my god, no one other than some of the smart kids knew the questions. Didn't even understand them, which she had to translate and explain ( which she fucking sucked at). oh boy it doesnt end there.
Today I found out my grade in biology. !. Exam went shit, i even forgot my computer (which i wanted to write on since i was tired and my hands were too). He was disappointed at like everyone after the exam, which isnt my fault. So he gave us extra things to get bonus points. Which i missed since i was sick and then he didnt recive my essay but thats his problem. I got an E. Im fucking heartbroken. I went to the bathroom to cry since i couldnt stand it. Everyone else got better grades than me since they didnt miss everything. I sat there bawling my eyes out whilst everyone were happly sharing their grades. I even searched up what would happen if i got all E´s in all subjects which made things worse. I do not recommend.
So what did I learn? Well that the teachers fucking suck. Im now trying to convince my biology teacher to letting me do one bonus essay to get atleast C which he responded with " well talk about this tomorrow" little does he know ill probably cry or be too nervous to say anything.
Im restudying biology and french. Trying to redo my mistakes. I also have an upcomming chemistry exam which i refuse to fail.
I felt very comforted by the last post but I felt as if it was all bluffing. I do not deserve it ya know. Im not even trying as hard as others. All I do I cry myself to sleep and then try to distract myself from everything.
Bitch and moan as they say. I feel embarrssed to admit that ive cried but i feel less judged on this webbsite. Its honestlt like therapy.
If you wonder how many times i cried whilst trying to write this post ill tell you proudly. Like 3 times LOL! I guess its good to cry but i get chest pain after it. womp womp.
Thanks for reading this, I'll go study now. Take care and have a wonderful day!
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It seems that school work is a bit much for you. All you can do is your best so try to keep up. All the best.
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