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When I was a teenager I frequently drew beautiful women. Mostly women, sometimes I would draw a man or a boy or an animal or something else random.
It bothered my mother that I only drew women and she would ask me "Why do you always have to draw "sexy" women"?
I didn't really have an answer other than that's what I chose to draw because it was fun and satisfying. (Not in a sexual way either).
I should also mention that I had a close friend (who happened to be a girl) during those years and even though we never kissed or did anything sexual I was accused of and asked if I was a lesbian. (By my mother). My friend and I did have sleep overs and held hands and I gave her piggyback rides because we were good friends and we enjoyed each other's company.
Eventually, my parents made us go our separate ways and I mourned the loss of my friend. Then I began to question my own sexuality and ask myself if I really was gay.
Since I didn't have any feminine role models (my mother wasn't feminine at all, and made fun of women who were) I believed that being gay was probably a fitting path for me. Even though I was still attracted to men.
Anyways, to get back to the original thought - I think maybe I drew beautiful women because I just wanted to draw something I thought was beautiful. I really feel that it was unnecessary and inappropriate to bring the sexual idea into the situation and label or attempt to define me.
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Why did your parents make you go separate ways?
ReplyBecause of course, they were homophobic and didn't want me to become a lesbian.
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