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Dear (lets call you) White,
The first time i saw you was the time i felt the urge to talk to you but i don't know why couldn't bring myself to. somehow i became friends with your flat mate / friend and it was good he sometimes used to tell me about you when you weren't around and i liked to hear about it. I always wanted to talk to you, i even tried so many times but your responses were always so short and conversation finisher.
I realised you were a person who doesn't really like getting indulged with a lot of people and you don't like getting forced to talk to. So i just decided to not talk because it was okay for me to not be liked by you but definitely not be in your hate list.
So, even if i visited your place to meet your friend i never spoke with you let alone say hi.
Soon after one of my friends told me she had a crush on you and of course that was the end of it, i couldn't be attracted to you because my friend likes you. She used to admire you from far and we used to tease her.. the Phase eventually passed and she stopped liking you but so much time had gone by as well.
Now we both followed each other, well you followed me first (made me wonder all sorts of teenage girl kinda questions... why, how, what, is he thinking about me, blah blah.. you suddenly started liking my stories and sometimes reply on my stories but your never used to respond to my replies to you.... Out of blue one day the same happened and you actually replied and we had a 4 hr long chat.. you told me how you always tried to find excuses to text and how you followed my stories and i looked pretty in a month old story and that you just font know how to talk to me.
It made me so happy, following day again we talked for hours and i gave you my number because you asked weirdly, okay i made you ask for it..
It was honestly so fun to talk to you but i don't know what happened after that you suddenly stopped responding..
It would have been great if i knew what suddenly changed your mind about talking to me like was i boring, you heard some weird stuff about me, you didn't like me. Any excuse but just one reason..
I honestly genuinely liked you and i definitely told that friend about it too.. I wasn't hoping to get something out of it but definitely wanted to be a person who you could talk to....
Now as much as it hurts my ego I miss you and talking to you, although we only chatted for two days, but i do. so I don't know
Your XO
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