guys

Hii, you looked so in yourself and carefree, it's like thats what i like about you. I started liking u not too long ago but i really feel something. well actually, i dont. I was looking for someone to fill my emptiness. I dont know how to fill up my emptiness. I do stuff like binge watch dramas and talk to friends to distract myself. I really wish you could or anyone ive ever liked could ever care and not have me waiting like a crazy hopeless delusional psychopath. But the fact that no one has ever reciprocated my affection makes me feel like everyone ive ever liked is a victim. A victim of my care, my attention. Now its from me to me. Hes not it. by it i mean: Hes so dumb. He used to curse a lot last year. He had a gf last year. Hes different people to different people. His looks are also not it. He doesnt really have ANY substance to him. He is not the type to mess with. Its better to stay away from such people. He isnt someone to try to get close with. He isnt the type of person you try to impress. He isnt the type of person who deserves YOUR time and YOUR energy. Hes someone you should stay really really far away from. His vibes arent anything near to what you want in your life. You NEED someone more positive and more better. Someone who actually cares. Someone who can care. Someone who knows how to act and keep his act together. I understand that it may take A LOT of time to find that person but trust me, itll be worth it.