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Dear Younger me,
If you were to read this write now, your questions would be where did I go wrong? Why was I dealt the cards that I was? Why has life always did me dirty? What can I do to avoid everything?
First and foremost, your dream of being a doctor crushed. You didnt make it to med school first go, you dont have the funds to go in as a mature student. Yes, Dad callled you a failure and a disappointment when a friend of yours got into your dream college on a course similar to the one your doing and said his heart ached that you couldnt even do that.
Yes youve been dealt the worst siblings and family in the world make it worst, your cosuins and aunty decided hey a guy likes her wants to start a relationship with you they decided to destroy it before it even began. But they got exposed for it eventually, the truth came out a year later oh wow. Then you get engaged theyre livid because he's your dream guy they tried to destroy that and are still trying ( the only good thing thats happened in your life to say).
Your sister ultimate bitch, I knew younger siblings always are annoying but this girl ultimate parents favourite she cant do no wrong in their eyes, you get blamed for everything. She tries to be you so bad btu bad mouths you and gets you in trouble for no fucking reason.
Well your 21, now only a month in now. Tbh with you I wish I killed myself back when things started to become harder when I was 11 (the stuff you went through then were hard and traumatic but only gets worst from there). Youve lost most of your hair and have gave up on your image completely, you dont know how to ask for help and whenever you try you get dismissed especially by healthcare workers (shocker). Youve got 3 grey hairs coming in and have possibility of colon cancer but once again getting dismissed by doctors.
I really wish I could say things will get better but sorry kid theyve only got much worst.
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