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I recently gave a test in my coaching which went horribly wrong. I studied everything learnt every formula but panicked during exam. My hands were trembling, my whole body was shaking. I was ashamed of myself. I was having suicidal thoughts. This makes me lie to my parents. I tell them wrong marks everytime just so that I don't see a disappointed look on their face. I feel I am betraying them. Though they tell me they will always support but I can't help but overthink. These tests happen every month and it is the same story everytime. I feel like dying. I can't bear this pressure. I know it's my fault only but I just don't want to live...
I hope this doesn't irritate you but I only wanted to rant.
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After the next exam try telling your parents the truth for once. It won't kill you or them. You will get a load off your shoulders.
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