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younger me would've been happy for making it this far, she'd think I'd give up life. I'm a junior in high school, all the people that say "you're too young to feel depressed" sorry but like stfu. How can I not feel depressed when wherever I go I feel like dying, I feel sick of this world. I've been bullied from elementary school to middle school, then a friend of mine sent a picture in a gc and someone people had it and then one of my other friends started showing it around and everyone made fun of me. They laughed at my face and started making poses the way I did in that picture and yk what, I came home sobbing, and my mom looked at me and gave me a long hug and asked what happened. Last year, I told my mom about the bullying that happened when I was younger and was shocked, because everyone sees that I'm always smiling, so how can anything be wrong with me. They don't know what happens behind the scenes. I'm a junior in HS, I have lots of friends but weirdly enough, don't get me wrong I love all of them, but I still hate myself. I cry quietly and make sure no one is looking because I don't want them to know I'm not alright, I don't want sympathy or some pity. I cry because I can't help myself I've been holding in a cry for since 2 years ago, and not like a soft cry like a freaking sobbing cry because you don't understand if I was left alone God knows what I'd do. I can't do it anymore. Don't tell me I'm a little kid, or that I'm too young to feel like this but you only know a .000000000001% of my life, there's more and I'd rather forever keep it to myself. I don't need you to say "you're young, when you get older...." I don't care about getting older because guess what I might not even grow old, I'd die young. happy?
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