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I want to do suicide because I have too much of loan on me and I cannot repay it...I am just fed up of my life
2 months ago · 2 · Depression stress , +17
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I want to do suicide because I have too much of loan on me and I cannot repay it...I am just fed up of my life...the amount is around 30-35 lakhs and all this money was given by my father to me...I thought I would make a better use of that money and make my parents proud of me...but things went totally in reverse I lost all the money I even took some some loan thinking that I would make money out of that and get all the things at its place but I'm only failing all the time... My parents think that I earn a good amount of money and I always try to do good for them...and yes I always try my best to do for them but as days are passing the debt is just increasing and I'm just going into huge depression and I just think of doing suicide...I am fed up of this life...I just think that I was never born so that this mistakes were never done by me... sometimes my father asks for money and I can't even give him a single penny I am always just giving excuses...but how many more excuses should I give now...I just want to end my life...there's nothing left in my life to live a better life...I am doing a job but that is also isn't enough to clear the debt ...I think that I should give up my life...but then I also think that if I end my life my parents would come to know about the problems I was facing and then they will have to suffer what I was suffering...but to the next point I also think that if I end my life they will see and do whatever they want to do... sometimes I think I can do it sometimes I think I am the only loser and yes everytime I have proven to be a loser only ..I am writing this so that someone can suggest me how to end my life because seriously I am not able to clear this debt in my life ..ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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Replyyour death wont solve any problem it will only transfer the problems to your parents and that is the last thing anyone would want to do to their parents, write down your problems and write down all the possible solutions all possible solutions and keep writing till you have written every possible solution and then write down a plan how you will execute that and stick to the plan like your life depends on it ,
plan - execute- review - repeat
we are men we fight trouble head on we don't run away
there is always a way sometimes we just need a quite walk to look at things more clearly
too much thoughts make us unable think clearly so writing them down helps
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