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I met someone in November 2022. I instantly fell in love with him. To be honest it wasn't all roses and sunshine. There were many issues of dishonesty from his side but I got attached and fell in love him anyway.
To be honest he was the first guy after a long time of dealing with nonchalant men to claim me as his girl, publicly show me off and introduce me to all his friends. I think that's what got me hooked even more
In December of 2022 he got into a car accident that ultimately took his life on the first of January 2023. I only found out about the accident on the 25th of January because I had thought that he was ghosting me the entire time he disappeared. I've been heartbroken ever since finding out that he died. Even though I'm no longer crying every day, I still cry about it every week.
I need serious help. I feel like I should be 'over' this entire thing by now, especially considering that I only dated the guy for a month. I tried therapy and ultimately quit because I felt like it wasn't working. I'm also tired of talking to friends about it because I feel like I'm over burdening them about a man I hardly even knew. I've also received harsh comments suggesting that he deserved to die from some of my friends, because of the rough patches we went through.
Not even messing around with new guys has helped me heal. At the end of the day, I cry myself to sleep. Broken. I sometimes wish I could be gone because this pain is too much.
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You are still grieving but one day you will stop and accept that he is gone. You will then go forward with your life. I am sorry for your loss.
ReplyThank you so much ♥♥
ReplyI’m so sorry you had to go through this. Grieving has no rules and is never the same for different people, so if your friends are telling you that you should be over it then just tune them out. You have the right to grieve the rest of your life if that’s the way you are (though I hope it isn’t that way).
I hard relate. I knew a girl very briefly 2 years ago. We didn’t even date but I felt a strong connection. She took her own life and I was devastated, still thinking about her every day. Nobody can tell me that’s wrong.
Anyway, if you want to talk more about him, about your feelings or about your friends’ lack of empathy, you can tell me… trust me I won’t dismiss or invalidate your feelings. I think it helps to talk but only with others who understand.
ReplyThank you for the message of support. I appreciate it and I'm sorry for your loss too♥♥🕊
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