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I never thought I would do that. Never thought I would let someone come that close to me. And never thought he would leave me.
He told me he is very self conscious. He broke up with his ex because he was everything for her. He basically wants to be a free soul? Whatever!
So he started talking to me.. Helped me in my studies told me almost everything about him. But I didn't open up. We use to study together on vc.. Listen to songs.. Late night talks... It was good... He told me... He likes me.. He wants to fall in love with me.. Stay with me.. Fix everything if something gets messed.. He is way more matured than me..
I am dumb that I thought he was honest.. We had sex talks.. And everything..we met he almost travelled way long to meet me... He got me a gift when he went for a trip..
But idk.. Out of nowhere he thought he needs to focus in his career and he can't with this romantic shits... Yes ofc because he will become a doctor in 2 years.. He said he will always stay by my side.. And he does.. He still ask if I studied if everything is okay.. If I miss him or not..
Yes I did let him go.. Because I can't hold someone right? Also he told me already that he might hurt me... He is scared of hurting people.. He might cheat me later.. Idk... What's wrong with this person.. If he is a red flag? Or gaslighting me? Or if he is really scared..?
He said he can't stay with someone permanently until he gets married ... Now idk... I really don't understand this person..
I do miss him like crazy everyday even though it was within a very short time.. We do talk.. But I want him.. Idk idk shit.. I am confused af.
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ReplyHe sounds like he is scared of commitment so you will be better off without him.
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