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whatever I wrote is annoying because it is about such a irrelevant chapter of my life, right?
2 months ago · 1 · Suicide, +1 · Explicit
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I am so angry at her. My mother parades herself around saying to everyone that she never puts pressure on me for academics or literally anything. But no one else has to fear the wrath of her voice when I get a C on a test or when I do not fill out an application on time. Just yesterday, I was filling out this application for this summer program and it said that all the spots were full so everyone who applies will be placed on a waiting list. And omg she freaked, she was like "I always tell you to do things and you never do them and now look at the consequence, you are good for nothing always whining about your stupid unreal mental health problems asking for pity or something, you know the problem you actually have, you are ungrateful, lying little bitch who does not know how to thank the parents who put clothes on your back". To this I respond, "Yes I am sorry but I am busy with school and it is hard to stay on top of everything". And honestly isn't it her job to put clothes on my back and feed me, I mean why was I even born if you need me to thank you for every little thing she does. Ughh I hate being alive in this house it is the fucking worst. Literally, she is like the "grade you get is the grade you get" but then when I actually fail a test she is like "how could you? you are stupid, worthless, and ruin everything". Honestly, this sounds like I am just complaining and this was probably the most annoying thing to read but I just wanted to get it off my chest. I feel kind of better writing it all out but I still feel the burden of simply living. Idk if you made it this far to reading thank you and I am sorry that this was the most boring thing youve read today.
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This was not boring at all, and I am sorry that you have a mother like this.
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