caught him cheating 3 weeks ago here's the update

I caught my boyfriend of 4 years cheating on me with my best friend whom I've been friends with since birth, like our moms are best friends. My "best friend" was already in a relationship of 6 years.

I invited my boyfriend, my best friend, and her boyfriend to come over, and we can do like this double date movie night, for fun yk enjoying life. And It felt like a dream. We all were pretty drunk, we're 20 :// our boyfriends are 21. So we're all really close. Then we get some popcorn with our drinks, and my boyfriend is full on making out with me, kissing me, it got pretty intense. My "best friend" was saying something like "damn Elijah, you're all over her" and then him and I both stop and then she slightly whispers "wish it was me" and I turn to her, and I'm like "wtf what you mean" and she goes "huh?" and I was like is this bitch gas lighting me rn? and then I said "what did you say" and she goes "I said I wish Noah did this to me" and I wasn't really paying much attention since I was already fucking drunk and I nudged Noah and said your girl wants to have fun. And then they made out. Elijah then took me to my room, and it got pretty intense when him and I were on the bed, clothes off, and he just kept kissing me, my neck, my lips, my jaw... and then I don't remember much but I'm dead asleep.

I wake up, and Elijah is not on my bed. I go looking for him, already sick asf, threw up a lot. Then I go downstairs and Noah is there, passed out and naked. But my "best friend" isn't here, and I got down to the basement and they're not there. Then I go to the guest room, not there either, go to the bathrooms, not there either, then I go to the garage. The garage and the car lights are on, and I see my boyfriend and my "best friend" naked. And I just stared, not even fully understanding that they're naked, but like disgusted with myself. So I go back, wake up Noah, who's naked and also sleeping. And he looked at me once, and automatically put on his clothes, and asked me what happened, and I broke down in tears, couldn't even say a word, and I have those hiccup cries, and he's yelling at me to breathe because I legit couldn't, then he asked me what happened, and I cried saying "he cheated on me" "he cheated on me" "he cheated on me" and he goes "what the fuck do you mean, what happened" and I looked up at him and said "he cheated on me with your girlfriend" and his whole face drops. And he's staring at me, like wtf am I talking about...

I took Noah to the garage, and we both just looked. And Noah is freaking the fuck out, while I'm crying. Then he opens the car door, and fights with my boyfriend. Then my "best friend" wakes up due to the screaming and looks at Noah, my boyfriend, then me. And I stared at her, and they put on their clothes after I pushed Noah to the side, and said wait. And we leave the garage. My boyfriend and "best friend" come from the garage and it was the longest chat of our lives. Noah didn't cry he was furious. I on the other hand was bawling my eyes out, and yelled at my boyfriend, pushed him. And I told everyone to leave. Noah stayed. We talked about it, and wondered what we should do. And I asked him to leave after 2 hours or so. And he did. He offered to clean, but I told him I'm fine. And he left.

Noah messaged me, here and there to make sure I was okay. Many calls from my boyfriend. And my "best friend". I only cleaned up the throw up, then I left home. Went to stay at my fathers house. Since him and my mom are divorced. And I stayed there for a while. About a week. And then as I'm pulling into my driveway. I see Noah's text and ask if he can come over. Without asking why I said yes, because I felt like I needed someone. I saw him, he had scratch marks all over him and that made me curious on how since he has no pet or in his family then he told me that they all hung out while I was at my dad's and he told me that he punched Elijah a few times after he asked both of them to show messages from each other and they both refused, but Elijah was getting mad at Noah for accusing him of thinking they were talking for months. Noah punched him, and Elijah left. Noah then asked my "best friend" for her phone, and she kept denying and then he stole it from her and she scratched his arms and bit his fingers, and when he pushed her off, he dragged her out of his house, and checked the messages, and saw that she had several of accounts. And he found her talking with multiple guys, including my boyfriend and then after all the slams on his front door, he gave her, her phone back, and she yelled when he found out the truth. Then she slapped him, scratched his face, screamed at him, and hit him multiple times. He didn't do anything other than call the police, the police came shortly after, and it's a whole case now..

Then he told me how he screenshot her passwords and usernames for the accounts, and sent all of it to his messages, then he took his phone and blocked his number from her phone and deleted the message as well as a contact on her phone. Then he signed into her accounts and we saw....everything. And I mean it.. everything. Her body, her only fans, her sending things...etc. And right away we backed out of it. Then we go to messages on Instagram on a different account and we see multiple pictures that were sent to my boyfriend and Noah told me to stop but I couldn't help myself and kept scrolling. But there was also a recent fight. After Elijah took me to my room before I passed out and the messages said things like "how could you go in bed with her, knowing we have something" and he replied back to her saying "ngl, I don't know if I want to do this with you, listen, I wanna stop all this" and she said "you stop it, I'll tell her you hooked up with me a day before you guys got together" and he said "Then Noah will know" and she said "well fuck Noah" and then he said "this isn't right, we have to stop, they're gonna find out" then she replied "we can make it right, I'm willing to break up with Noah FOR YOU" and he said "well I love her, so I don't want this with you, I can't do it, I can't lie anymore. I'm gonna tell her the truth, I don't give a fuck about what you say" then she said "she's not gonna want you in the end" and he goes "that's okay as long as she knows I'm sorry, and that I'm telling her for a reason." and she goes "please Elijah, just one last time, please" and he says "nah we can't, I'm not doing this" and she begged and begged and then he said "fuck you" and then they did it.

Then the recent messages were Elijah cursing her out and yelling and then me and Noah, took this proof and sent it all to him.

3 days ago:

Elijah came over, and he kept apologizing and I fucking kissed him. And it felt so fucking nice, like I was the only girl in the world he wanted. And he kissed me so passionately, and kept repeating sorry, and then he said "I love you" and my whole body turned off, and I pushed him off. And he looked at me, and I kept shaking my head. And he cried. And I still shook my head and said the worst possible things since he looked at me as if our relationship was a joke since the beginning, and when he said "you talk to me like you never loved me" and I said "yeah, I didn't love you, I loved Elijah" and he cried. And I told him to leave and he did just that.

2 days ago:

Noah came and I cried and told him what happened, and we hugged. And we both didn't know what to do. And I looked at Noah. And he looked at me. And I signaled to him that it was okay. And we kissed. But with him, it was so different. The way it felt like he'd hold me throughout this whole process, that he's willing to be her for me. The way he grabbed me with soft gentle hands, and I cried, but he wiped the tears away and it was nothing like Elijah's kiss, Elijah kissed me hard, Noah, he kissed me with soft lips, nothing that matched his personality. And He just kept going and going, and every time I needed to breathe because I forgot how to breathe around him. And It was like under water and I needed to come back up for air and then I was drowning in his kiss. And I asked him if he kissed her at all after the whole incident and he said no, because he couldn't yet he said he really wanted to. I apologized to him for the kiss but only to see whether he really wanted it, and he told me not to say that and he kissed me again.

A day ago:

He came back again, and we talked and kissed again. And we joked about him naked on the couch and he said "since you saw me naked when will I see you naked" and he winked and I said "so you're only looking for the body" and he hugged me and said "not at all actually .., maybe a bit of that but that will never define you as a person. Look at your beautiful smiles, and the way you light up a room, you don't have to say a word, your presence brings light into the room and the way you carry yourself as if nothing could bring you down, you've got confidence, and you got that whole personality of do what's best for you and that's what stands out a lot about you." and I was shocked and didn't say anything but thank you and he looked and me and smiled and I said "what" and he said "you're cute when you blush" and I ran away from the kitchen island seats where he was sitting at which I went to the sides of the sink. He told me to come closer and I said "nope" and he said "if you don't I'll come to you" and I said "if you can" and then he walked towards the sink and I went around to the seat and we started to chase each other around and the he had me stuck in the corner between the counters from the fridge on the right side and the sink from the left and he pushed me against the counter and he said "wdym if, I got you" and I tried tickling him and dashing away, but I failed and he brought me to that corner and, he's 6 foot and I'm 5'3 and he was looking down at me and I looked up at him and I was BLUSHING. And he kissed my cheeks and cupped my face, and I cupped his face too, but made him lean down and I kissed him. And last night we started dating. And that was that. And when he left...

I got a message from Elijah

Today:

He's coming over and Idk what to tell him about Elijah, because now Elijah is telling me how much he loves me and he's threatening to hurt himself if I don't get with him. But I don't like Elijah, no not anymore. And I'm falling in love with Noah. And I can tell Noah loves me too, we said it a lot last night and he sent me messages and so did I. And I'm scared about what Elijah will do. So what do I do. Do I tell him that Noah and I are dating?? Or should I wait for Noah to come to me. HELP>>>

PS

I've been saying boyfriend I mean ex boyfriend..I'm too lazy to fix it

Noah and I are dating as of last night.

There will be a case with my "best friend" and Noah

Police are involved with the incident between them

Noah and I gave each other our passwords for everything

There will be a case with me in it too due to my "best friend" bringing up drinking at the age of 20 and not 21.

None of our parents knew until a week ago.

Noah broke up with my "best friend" and I broke up with Elijah, we both broke up with them right as we found out.

And yeah that's it ://

If you made it this far congrats, hope this was interesting :((