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I wanna runaway from life today. It's too much for me. I want for the wheels to stop turning. Most of the time it feels like dying is the answer. But in reality I know that I would rather have good things happen in my life instead. It's just that it requires too much sacrifice. There's so much hurt in the world. I don't know why my heart keeps beating. Every day feels more and more like a routine. Why do we wake up like it's a new day when in reality it all blurs together? I don't know guys. I just wanna be real and say I would pretty much like to be dead. I think there's something beautiful about dying.
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ReplyThanks it's fine in the end as always.
Replythere's so many things to live for. pls stay alive
Replyi also once believed that there was something beautiful about dying. I still do, but not in the same way. Now i view everything about the concepts of life and death as beautiful, because it is just the way things go. nothing can change it. I know it's easy to focus on all the bad things. and you will always have bad days sometimes, but you will always have good days as well.
I know you've probably heard this before but dying is not the answer. I used to think it was, before i learnt that we're all in this together, everyone who is a decent person hurts and sometimes we take it out on each other and ourselves. but if i also act like that ive found it just makes things worse. in a way, it's easier to just love. everyone is always just doing their best. i don't think there's any real reason that dying isn't the answer, or at least not one that i could put into words. but as i've lived longer, even sometimes against my will, i've started to understand it a little bit.
plus, everyone dies anyway lol.
things that help me love are: my cats, listening to my favourite music, talking with my friends, spending time with people i love, appreciating the beauty of nature.
and once when everything got too much, i told my parents and they actually helped me.
i know im lucky to have support and not every has that, but i hope this helps you.
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