You're Not Serious

I don't understand why I'm here because I just don't seem to connect with anyone. The problem that I've had with a lot of men is that it doesn't seem to matter what I do and or what I look like because I am always intimidating towards them. (I guess my confidence really makes them uncomfortable) I was at a singles dating event and I reached out to this guy, but it seemed as though he wanted to continue talking about himself and nothing else. I then told him that I was interested in seeing how compatible we were but I constantly saw him engaging in circles with women who didn't fit his so called description.

One thing I can't stand is when someone volunteers themselves to do something and then they never end up doing it. It makes you look unreliable and it's not a good way to start a foundation. These little things are more important to me than what outfit a man wears and being well groomed doesn't mean that you have to wear the latest name brand attire.

It's really unfortunate how many people fail to learn through their past relationships and or even just basic interactions with others. I've found that a lot of the men that I've encountered don't really know what they want and or just say something that sounds good because once they were presented with what they asked for etc...they ended up fumbling the relationship and fumbling any chance of redeeming themselves with the woman (me included).

I've met women who say one thing but then do another simply because they're too scared to be alone without having friends, but you're not really their friends you're just a placeholder until they find someone else.

Self discovery is a beautiful thing but many people fail to keep reinventing themselves as they meet new people.

I have tried and I'm just really tired now. I was realistic in my approach and I was constantly bombarded by men who would say one thing and simply do another. I'm not apologizing for being secure within myself and I'm not apologizing for my lifestyle, but fuck being single, childfree, responsible and mature doesn't really seem to be paying off in a positive suit.