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Yesterday, I saw a video of someone who jumped from the fifth floor and thought maybe I'll be okay but no. That video with a girl who committed suicide is still fresh in my mind and triggered me. I have a history of self-harm so I understand how it feels. Now that I don't know can't put myself together, I feel like I want to hurt myself rather than crying or even kill myself. I don't know. I cannot feel anymore. I keep crying but I hate it. I hate this suffocating feeling. I hate that I want to cut myself again. I'm not depressed, am I? I just want to escape this world and be free without thinking of anyone judging me or problems.
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Im so sorry you feel this way. Please remember no matter what you do , people won't be happy. Please don't live for people, they aren't worth it. Do you what you think is right and aligns with your morals and values.
ReplyPeople are always going to judge you regardless in life. You just have to try not to care what they think if it isn't good. I can't say if you're depressed or not but crying shows you're emotional. Don't harm yourself. Im sorry you're going through such a rough time. But don't throw your life away. Your life matters. Talk to someone about what you're going through if you need to. Hang in there xx
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