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I love you for always and then some - See you in the long grass my TF
1 month ago · 0 · Twin Flames
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I love you with all my heart and I believe in our love. I am sorry I hurt you and I am sorry it ended this way. If I could change things and make it right, I would in a heartbeat. I wish you were not so stubborn. I loved that about you but also knew that it could be turned on me one day. And here it is. I am journaling all of this to send you messages through the universe. I know we are meant to be together. If you asked me what I wanted today, it would be you. If you asked me how? I would say I don't know but the how does not matter. We would work it out. I'd probably cry and then be stubborn as well and then fall into your arms and all would be perfect. When we first met, you mentioned the only challenge we may face is our stubbornness, I never thought I was stubborn, but you were right. Now though I find myself weak and lost. There is a huge gap and emptiness in my heart and life, and I don't know what to do. Life feels meaningless, food tasteless, and there is nothing fun anymore for me. I used to live in love and love. Now I find love has escaped me and it was my fault. So now I decided to love in the love we had like it never ended. I believe in us, and I believe in our twin flame connection. I am writing the truth. I should not have let my circumstances stop me. You didn't. Fear got the better of me. I should have left everything that I had to be with you. If I knew you still loved me, I would in a heartbeat. I was scared of how I would be judged. so, you were right about that too. I was also scared about security and money, but now I have let my business run down into nothing anyway and material things mean nothing to me. That's the irony of it all. I wanted us to build the business together, but for some reason, you always retreated. I thought if we worked on the business as partners it would give me the courage to leave and be with you. I'm still not sure why we did not do that. I can never be angry at you btw. You are my TF, and you are me. You always used to say that to me. I feared leaving my husband, and you feared leaving your job and starting your own business. Strange how things work out. You thought you were playing second fiddle, yet you would not share with me exactly how you felt. You tried I know, and I should have tried better. You said we could have been so good together. I say we still can be and are. You closed your heart to me and hardened. I have done that before to you, but I know it opened in a nanosecond that day on the balcony at the rocks. I know it can happen again for you and I promise this time it will be for good and the best. But again, you are more stubborn than me so not sure how long you will keep your heart closed to me. I hope you will open it back up soon. Love you forever and always.
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