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I have one day left left of my life before I leave. I’ve got all the papers sorted and the arrangements made. I know where and how I’m doing to do it. I have ten dollars left after the payments to the funeral home. I’ve thought so much about the end, but I’ve never thought about the last day. I don’t know where to go or what to do. So what would you do on your last day ever?
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Hey, I don't know what's the story behind this decision, but I'm here if you want to talk about it and let's figure out another way to change your life. I know that right now it might seem that this is the only answer, but you deserve so much more time and love. Please, imagine that in this very moment you were reborn, think about the things you would want to do/change/say. This might be answer. Please darling you don't have to do this, you can talk here or talk to someone you trust. I understand how you might be feeling, the pain the emptiness and the sadness.. but nothing stays the same forever. We need to feel alive again and never give up, because if we are cruel to ourselves then we end up being like the rest of the world and people who hurt us. We need to have more love and forgiveness to ourselves.
Hey why don't you try go skydiving? It's such a scary yet challenging and exciting experience that feels life changing because it makes you feel so free and just above all your worries. Think about it and about such experiences to make you feel better instead of leaving this world. You are so much more than any bad experience, mistakes, pain. You are the one and only in this world, no one has your soul your eyes your smile your beautiful heart your mindset your energy. You are beautiful and loved. Please I'm here ok? Your life means so much. You are precious more than anything and anyone.
ReplyMy brother started raping me as a child. The first time I tried to kill myself I was 11. My mom found me and my beat the shit out of me. They were furious that I would try to humiliate them like that. They sent me to live with my brother which only made things worse. I finally escaped when I was 16. I tried to make a life for myself. My parents found out I’m gay and disowned me. I tried to take my brother to court and they sided with him. I’m 22. I’ve been in agony my whole life and I just got diagnosed and I don’t have money for surgery. And if I can’t live on my own terms and have control over my life then at least I’m going out on my own terms. That’s my story. There’s no fixing this. I’ve lived a shit life and if I keep fighting I’m going to love a shit death. I just want one happy day before I leave
ReplyI hear you. I understand your pain, I'm sorry you went through this. It's good that you stood for yourself and left your family since they don't deserve a sweet one like you. You are so strong to be here, please stay strong, pray, reach out to the number in Novni. Try to find any job that could help you, or a friend that can help. It's ok to ask for help. i wish I could do more than writing here. I know you deserve to be happy so let's make another chance yes? Don't let anyone stop you from shining, not even your thoughts, you are the one in control, you are strong.
ReplyThe rage inside of me reading this against your brother and your parents. I wish I could just find you and hug you like they should have done then, and then beat the shit out of him and taken him to jail. They were wrong on so many levels. You didn't deserve this and don't deserve to still have to live with this. I was raped when I was 23, and I do consider it my fault because I trusted a stranger. I thought just because I was in the Navy I could trust my shipmates. So not true. Nothing was done to him. I wish that I could go back and handled that all differently because I wonder how many more he did that too and I feel like its my fault if he did, but this isn't my story. You can have happy days. Keep reaching out to us.
ReplyWell I’m still here. I guess I chickened out. I’m so sorry for what happened. No one deserves it. Trust is a gift and the duckers who take advantage are the problem. Not you. If you ever wanna talk or hang out I get out of the loony bin next week. My snap is jaxpenn7 and my discord is jaxthenonbinaryfairy
ReplyI would want you to live. Why give those the bastards the satisfaction of freedom? You deserve the freedom. Your last day? I would put that scumbag in jail, get your money back from the funeral home, and buy a plane/ bus ticket and just go somewhere and try to start a new life. You never know, there could be something better waiting for you, so don't miss it. You deserve happiness.
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