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He promised me the world, and I fell for it. He hugged me like he wasn't ever gonna let go. He gave me kisses as if it was for affection. To show his love for me. He loved the physical touch. When I touched his hand he'd stop in his tracks and hug me. He told me things that made me want to stay forever, because no guy ever made me feel the way he made me feel. We were so lost in love, we started to lose everything. He lost his friends for me, and I lost mine for him. Not on purpose, but so in love it was no longer healthy. We wanted it to be just us and the world. But someone had to stop us. And it had to be him, because he knew I wasn't gonna do it. But we never discussed it. He said it and left. But he only left because of what I said. I screamed and told him to leave me the fuck alone. And I couldn't even breathe. I was crying so hard. He took me and hugged me but I was so mad I pushed him. He said "I love you, but yk this is for the best of us" and I yelled because he was right. And he looked at me..and he knew he broke me. And his eyes saw a different me. And he tried to grab my hand but I didn't let him. And he just stared at me. And he leaned close, I leaned closer for a kiss and he moved his head. He said "I'm sorry Idky I leaned" and I said "I'm not sorry" and then he said "what are you doing" and I looked at him and said "leaving"... and I looked one last time and he stood at his door. And I looked at his beautiful green eyes, and shook my head goodbye. And a few months later, I sent him a letter that I'm leaving and he didn't answer back. And I guess that's for the better. Then my last message to him was sent today. I love him but I hate me. And I'm never gonna be happy. I've been waiting. I love everyone, but whoever loved me?
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hello, i feel and understand you. we don't know each other but hang in there sugar, be strong and never change, try to love you and never hate you, you not a bad person for what happened give yourself a big hug. someone will love you for who you are and no matter who your peeps are. no clue if i helped. i have been threw a similar situation that you been going threw and more than once and i am still not loved by a man but keep going in due time happy will come.
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