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for the longest time i wanted to be white, i wanted long hair that touched my back, i hated my curly ugly hair that would poof up when it rained, i wanted to be skinny, and i hated my rolls of fat. i hated her and i was her best friend. i loved her but i hated her because she was so pretty all of the girls wanted to be her or her friend. i wanted guys to look at me without disgust and i wanted all the friends that she had i was was seen as the ugly fat best friend. i am black and overweight and so i tried to change everything about myself i would play dress up wear layers of clothing and covered my face in makeup so they couldn’t tell there was a pig hiding under. suddenly boys started noticing me and realized that when i took my shirt off there was miles of stretch marks and cuts on my skin. girls started noticing me and started to be my friends and realized i was fat so they used me so i could be a piece of coal next to their diamond bodies. They sat there and they called me a black pig with their eyes staring and their feet walking backwards. I was looking in a mirror. That’s when I realized it wasn’t about being skinny, it wasn’t about being white, it was about me and how I saw myself a black pig.
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